What happened today? I missed it....

Wow, I am such an over-sleeper. I woke up at 4:00, missed both my classes. I feel like I'm becoming so careless lately. I mean, I think at least 60% of the reason why I've been acting like this so much lately is because of all my new cool classic video games, but still... I gotta wake up and pay attention.

But damn, those games are addictive. I played Bust-a-Move for quite some time and I even started getting into Lemmings, which is just awesome. But there is more to my life than these games, and I have to wake up and pay attention.

It kind of sucks though... I don't know what I want to get out of college anymore. I kind of regret going in the first place sometimes. I mean, I guess maybe I had greater expectations. I thought things would just flow for me... But I've done nothing but float about.

I feel like a lazy duck on the surface of the ocean. Though waves all around me move me up and down, I'm getting nowhere because I am not kicking my feet. But I feel so far out into the middle of the ocean that I don't see the point in swimming.

Okay, I have to stop being so metaphorical.

Ugh....