Small adjustments...

I listened to some MySpace music tonight.
It made me think.
I haven't really finished a recording in a long time.

Tonight was weird though.
But only due to the lack of sleep and food.
I was feeling depressed again.
But continuously sang in the back of my head to stop taking things so seriously.
Depression is weird though.
It occurs so automatically.
I think I will be depressed all my life.
The trick is learning how to ignore by distracting yourself with more appealing things.

I think I should hang out more with people who are more like myself.
Luke would probably a good best bud for around here.
His mind is as open as my own.
He's the kind of guy that is willing to speak his mind.
There have been a couple times when we ran into each other, but only to just say hi for a few minutes.
Next time that happens, we should just shoot some pool or talk.
I need that kind of friendship to take part in up here at BG.

Breanna has also been helping me with my personal issues.
I'm so happy that I met her.
It might be sad for some people to think that I have made such a great friend by means of the Internet.
But Breanna's not just some kind of Internet-obsessive freak like most people tend to stereotype online chatters.
She's a human being.
Just like me.
And she understands me like no one has ever before.
So fuck people who think I'm shallow for befriending her via a chatroom.

I must sleep now.
I gotta make some small adjustments to my routine.
It's part of my new plan....