Just ramblings...

I'm sitting here, freshly showered, watching Forest Gump while I stare into a field of junk food and game cartridges scattered across my floor. I've spent the entire day trying to get rid of my headache. I have no medicine, so the best method I have to remedy my headache was to distract myself from it.

I played frisbee with a couple guys who live on my floor earlier. My RA Rikki asked me if I wanted to play, so I did. I didn't have anything better to do... Well, other than work on my speech. So I learned a few new techniques on throwing a disc and just had a good time for a little bit.

After that, I just came back to my room and watched Big and some television.

And now here I am, writing meaningless words on webspace that only few people read. And who really wants to read stuff about me? I should talk about something more interesting like politics or theoretical physics.

I'm trying to figure myself out. I've noticed recently that I have no leadership skills whatsoever. I wonder if I ever will. I mean, in hindsight, I've never taken lead in anything in my life. I always just let other people run me over. I'm too nice sometimes. And it's folks like me who usually end up working for the Man. That sucks. I wonder if I can ask my counselor for some leadership skills advice.

And I need to start being more aggressive. I usually don't let a lot of things bother me because I don't want to get involved in conflicts and unnecessary drama. I don't want to turn out to be a dickhead either. But I certainly don't want to work for the Man.

Man, I have issues....