If you read this...

Statistics claim that the average person sleep 1/3 of his or her lifetime.
So, my question is:
Does an abundance of sleep result in longevity?

But who cares.
Maybe I'm not the average person.

I made an attempt to record an improvised piece tonight.
My PC will not tolerate it though.
Something must be eating up my RAM.
Oh well.
I need new equipment up the bazurko anyways.
Some day, I will have my own private, sophistocated studio.
With a computer that is more advanced than my pile of shit.
But at least I have a computer.
Most people in this world aren't that lucky.

It's 6:25 in the morning.
And I am thinking to myself: What the hell am I going to do today that will make it extraordinary.
I am concerned about this because I have been so careless lately.
Careless about school.
Careless about people.
Careless about everything.
I keep thinking that in 5 years, someone is going to ask me how I've become so successful.
And they're going to want to know where I started.

I fear that I won't be able to tell them.
I mean, if I had told them anything, it'd probably sound very cliche.
Something like "I was lost" or "I was depressed."
We've all heard success stories like that.
But how do I know that that is what I am really experiencing?

I guess it doesn't matter now.
And I suppose that when I am successful, I will know what to say.