Damnit... Goodbye...

Well, goodbye blog. Probably won't be a while. Just like all my other blogs. I don't feel I am at such a big loss though. But I will miss some of it.

I wonder if it was the Internet that caused all my bad grades. The world was at my fingertips, but it didn't really get me out there. Sure I uploaded some of my original works and stuff like that.

But no one cared.

So I must go now. I'll most likely make another post in the far future... just out of the shear boredom of it.

I don't even know if I should YouTube. It was all fun and stuff, but considering time and the cost-benefit ratio, I just don't see how it will be worth all the hassle. Plus not have a fast Internet connection will hinder my up-to-dateness.

For those of you who are reading this, I will be back. But I feel that I must find another world to be a part of outside of this cyber arena. I doubt things are much better there, but it's time for a change.

Signing off....

Leaving school...

Quote from note my roomie left me-----------------

Jeremy-

I probably won't see you again before you leave so, it's been fun. You were a great roommate. Hopefully I'll see you around next year. Peace.

-Tyler

-----------------------------------------------------

Though I've been having a fairly positive attitude about my forecoming of failing school, I must say I feel a little melancholy that I will be leaving such cool friends, though I rarely talked to them and there were only few. But it's still a bit hurtful.

It's weird. I feel okay sometimes, but then I start regretting shit, that disturbs me. I should have no regrets. I just didn't do my best to stay in school.

Sure it's easy to say: "Well, learn from mistakes and things will get better." Though that might be true, the waiting process kills. My head has been projecting the look on my parents' faces when they find out I'm failing. I want to tell them, but how do you do so without pissing them off?

And then that whole situation will be followed up with a long-ass lecture with Greg about how life is going to be shitty without a degree and it's going to be hard as hell to find a decent job and once I finally do find a job it'll be taken by someone half my age who just graduated college and I will be unemployeed.

It's all true though. Because that is the system we live a part of. If you don't have a degree, you might as well not exist. Welcome to real life.

Ask Jeremy!

Learn some interesting things about me!

About ZenArcher...

So for the past several days, I've been enlightening myself by watching the video blogs of a man who seems to have a great aspect on life.

He goes by the name of ZenArcher. He looks like a pretty ordinary person, but he entails extraordinary ponders through his blogs. If you don't watch his videos with an open mind and a free spirit, you might not get the message he is trying to share with the world.

But that's okay if you don't. He's not trying to preach to people. He is not forcing upon us any type of faith or religion... He just wants to appreciate the world as it is, untangling it's mysteries with his thoughts. He talks much about understanding the balance of things like good vs. evil.

Go see for yourself and read up about him... This guy is amazing!

Failure...

Sorry about all the cursing...

I got shouted out at on YouTube!

Check out my shoutout videos!

From Steve: (He's might come off as creepy, but he's cool. He's into Sci-fi and Southpark!)


From Nicktendo: (He forgets my name, but he did mention it on the video's page.)

Dumb Magic...