Closing it off...

I've decided that instead of deleting all my posts for this blog I will just close it off. I'll leave it as it is, and keep it open to the public, I just won't write in it anymore. It was a chapter in my life that shouldn't be disbanded, but no longer needs to be continued. I will start a new blog for this next chapter in my life. Then someday when I'm 40 I'll take a look back at this blog and be all like "wow... that's who I was when I was 20."

The music I'm listening to right at this moment is Doc's Memories from the Field of Dreams soundtrack... and holy shit, just as I wrote that, the track changed to An Ocean of Memories from Titanic! How very fucking ironic! Two very appropriate pieces being played while my Windows Media Player is on shuffle.

Anywho, my new blog will be set up soon, hopefully, and I shall share with the world the stories that make up my life. And I'll do my best to keep it interesting..... Thanks!

And I'm back...

That's right. I have my own place... with my own internet! I will be making changes to my blogger soon. First, I want to clean it up a bit. Give it a fresh start by deleting all my old posts. Then, I will fix up the look of my blogger. I still love Zelda, but I need something that more sums up my personality... Something like my MySpace page...

So those of none of you who still read my blog, be ready for my return!

Trying to get back...

Watsup nobody? So I was riding around in the car with Beth today when I suddenly had this withdrawal from my blogger. It's been a while since I've posted on my blog and I'm just now realizing how much I miss it. After having moved back home I really haven't had the time to write in my blog. Not having my own Internet access also seems to have affected my lack of blogging.

I want to start blogging again. Even if no one ever sees it. I just love being online. I miss cyberland.

Where have I been?

So it's been nearly 3 months since my last post, and for a while I kind of let go of Blogging altogether. Having a limited access to the Internet world and a full-time job and fiance makes it really hard to have any extra curriculars.

However, I am quickly learning my place in this world. Reality is settling in with ease and I am willing to face whatever challenges that come my way.

I've been experimenting delicately with different kinds of things I'd like to do with my life. I've been juggling with vocations such as becoming a youth minister for my church, making my dream a reality of being a recording artist, working as a video producer, training to deliver mail, being a writer, or just spend the rest of my life working in manufacturing. Each profession has its pros and cons, and each also has its realistic-ness and unrealistic-ness.

All I know is that happiness is a choice. It doesn't come to you, it isn't a material... It's a perspective, yet something imaginary. Kind of like the Prime Meridian. Who says the prime meridian has to be where it's marked?

All is well. I will right more later, but for now I am only wasting time.